I must teach myself to be less obnoxious. This is a bad habit that I am highly aware of and really want to get rid of. I boast about myself having gym memberships and exercising everyday and I keep telling people that they should do stuff, instead of using gentler, milder, less forceful words.
I talk too much. I complain excessively. I tell people irrelevant details and never accept any negative opinions about myself. I judge so easily, it’s pathetic.
And the thing is I always feel so guilty. I feel like I’m distancing my friends because I am being so pretentious. They don’t say anything about and it probably does not really affect them but it affects me because I know I should just shut up and speak less since apparently I don’t have good things to say.