I need a new experience

One that doesn’t involve me

  • waking up everyday terribly worried about my dissertation, because even though there WAS progress, it has been painfully slow.
  • being drowned out by social media ; checking Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr, seeing nothing and then refreshing those very pages a minute later.
  • checking my Whatsapp and Instagram on my phone,  looking at old videos and wondering why I am still stuck in this room, at this very desk, and not traversing the world somewhere beautiful and colourful.
  • thinking about how much time I have been wasting being unproductive, yet doing it anyway.
  • googling the name of my friends to see how accomplished they are in the world and wondering why I am not the same.
  • thinking of doing things, but not actually doing it.
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