My temporary job starts tomorrow and I am so freaking scared. I feel like I have no goals to work towards (apart from finding a permanent job) and no motivation to do anything at all (except finding a job). Even on that front, I am luckless. I scour through job ads everyday, wanting to apply for something everyday but all I can do is wait and wait and wait. It sucks because I hate waiting and I hate that my immediate future is in the hands of some HR rep. I can accomplish great things but first I need to actually get into a company to prove myself. And yes I might be picky when choosing a job because I don’t want to rush into something that I regret for the rest of my life.