What is worse than feeling a sense of having underachieved?
It is the feeling of nothing at all. It’s a bit difficult to describe the feeling of feeling nothing. Somehow, I seem to have lost the will to do anything at all. Nothing excites me. I don’t feel sad, or happy, or hungry. I sit and watch videos in my bed the whole day.
Where are my goals? Where is my motivation? I have no motivation, and no feelings.
Where do I go from here?